These are just more words on paper, that I will probably end up reading to you over the phone at some point. Though you have heard me spout random shit for almost two years, please know that everything I am about to say is true and that I’m digging deep to find the right words…
That night with Dominik was crazy has hell. Part of me knew that our so called “relationship” wouldn’t last. I knew right away from the first time we started talking, that she wanted sex. That was okay with me, considering I was a player. We met up, hung out, and had sex. It was normal in my eyes, but at the same time, I started to feel something for her. Looking back, I now realize it wasn’t love, but maybe just a physical attraction.
When I heard your voicemail, it automatically made me want to step back from her, to let her have you. You sounded so hurt, and even though I had no idea who you were